I wish you would come pull my jock off, get me hard, then jack me off
I was happy to finish my reading and homework tomorrow's classes so I could spend the last few hours slowly fingering my boy hole, edging to your blog! Your posts will get me boned all day! - collegedormroom4older
Ha! I’m glad your priorities are in check! That’s how I used to do it; it was basically my motivation. Finish a 10 page paper, then spend the rest of the night edging to porn!
That’s the spirit! Keep wanking! Hope your classes are going well for you.
I can say that I have yet to fully indulge in my sexuality like I know I could. One reason is that I’m just too damn cautious, which is a good thing for me; you can’t wild out everywhere. You can never be too careful, but I think another reason is that I have not yet built up enough sexual confidence. From what I can gather, sexuality, specifically men’s sexuality, is a psychological roller-coaster of confusion, arousal, and expression. So, with all that going on, how the hell can I be confident sexually?
I don’t even know what I mean there; I’m no freaking expert in human sexuality, but I know myself.
Personally, I’m still learning about my own sexual expression, which has taken 16 years for me to understand; I started masturbating at age 11, and I’m now 27.
I don’t know if us guys are ever really taught how to express ourselves sexually, unless you had close buddies to circle jerk with or something to that effect. We learned it behind locked doors, in front of a computer with access to large amounts of porn, or in the latter days, magazines and catalogs that featured some sort of skin . We know what turns us on by clicking through various images and videos, silently indulging ourselves. However, some of us were taught to be ashamed that we go through several bottles of lotion within two weeks.
Anyways, all this is to say that this blog has allowed me to take a step back and learn about myself sexually, and there’s still some learning to do. You can never stop learning about yourself at all. Sexuality is important.
How much hell does Tumblr give you for posting vids, and is it worth it to continue to post? Have you given up posting altogether?